Its very tricky and confusing sometimes. Im glad that you are a part of my life. You have a really really really good heart. and the best of intentions. Ive never seen bad intentions in you yet. although sometimes you do like to get me riled up with shanna jokes. I miss you. and i wish you would open up your heart to me more. Because i know you, but i want to understand you. And i want you to understand me. My story feels huge and lurking now. But i know yours is ten times huger and ten times more lurking. And i want to feel out every crack and crevice of it. I see your hurt and i want to understand why. You think your story isnt worth my time, but youre wrong. i yearn for it. If i know the cause im sure i can fix up some remedies. I want to love you. and i want you to let me.